irished

11:55 pm: long time no post.
well fuck.
not that anyone reads this thing anymore, but i felt the need to update. i was reading through my past entries and i absolutely do not remember half of the things i wrote about.

two years really is a long time, so much has happened, and i've changed so much since then. incredible.

03:53 pm: good Lord, i'm tired!

09:54 pm: cause we are living in a material world, and i am a material girl.

i need to stop spending money that i don't have.

BUT today, i got a new bra, and dude, it's the coolest thing ever! it makes my boobs look so freakin' fantastic and it's all thanks to Stacey. this is kind of sad i guess, but i got a new shirt/tank-pretty-thing-top and i wanted to wear it when Randy's around to see me in it. haha, i'm thinking that maybe i'll have to bend over a couple of times on purpose? good Lord, that's horrible of me!!

i'm wearing it on Wednesday, and Stacey got a skirt too so we're wearing them on the same day.. if that makes sense. we were shopping together, maybe that helps explain things a little better.

that's about all i got for now.

10:37 pm: alo.

i got to visit with Bruce again today. i'd say that it's pretty damn cool having him home now. on the weekends at least. pretty soon, though, he'll be home for good and then it'll be one big party, fun to be had by all for at least a good week, if not more.

have you ever experienced the phenomenon that you hear or see something sooo many freaking times after you discover it for the first time? like you hear your parents say some random-ass phrase and then afterwards it seems like everyone else is saying it? well, for me it's a name. Randy's name to be exact. Randy isn't that flippin' common of a name, yet it seems now that i hear it EVERYWHERE! i suppose i wouldn't mind it so much if it wasn't for the fact that i haven't talked to him since Wednesday, when the whole prom thing went down. i want to see him tomorrow, but i'm not sure if i'll get the opportunity to because he's got AP testing.. i think it's in the morning and if it is then he may come to lunch or something afterwards, or he'll be smart and just go home. if his test is in the afternoon, i'll see him if he decides to come in the morning. we'll see i guess.

damn juniors.

 

a freaking hilarious line from The Cosby Show-

Denise's friend to the Huxtable's: "i have one more question for you, but you don't have to answer if you don't want to. have you made any arrangements for your children incase of your untimely passing?"

Dr. Huxtable: "we're taking 'em with us."

*baadom pissch*

 

09:19 pm: woah.

i was in a terribly shitty mood all day, but now, i'm all good. the cure, i found, was Bruce. he's home for the weekend, and i got to go see him earlier this evening. i actually just got back a few minutes ago.

i have to confess, though, that i've been kind of worried about his homecoming. i've been thinking that maybe when he did come him he'd find the note that i wrote him before everything happened just lying around somewhere and all those memories would come back. the memories coming back isn't what worries me; it's how he'd handle them and me. all went well, though. at this point, though, i'm not even sure how i feel right now.. about him or Randy, or anything else.

Randy's still in my head, although, for the life me i can't figure out why. he wasn't in school Thursday or Friday and the punk didn't reply when i asked him where he was on Thursday. i've had some bad experiences as far as not hearing from them is concerned. and as worried as i am about him, that something might have happened to him, i'm just going to wait until Monday or Tuesday when i'll hopefully see him to try any form of communication. really, i just want to see how he'll act towards me.. if he changes at all. we'll see.

but anyway, hanging out with Bruce was cool. hopefully i'll be able to see him again in the morrow of tom.

aaaaaaaaaand i think that's about it. oh, i forgot to mention that apparently i'm in danger of failing my Math Analysis class, which means i'm also in danger of not graduating. if that's not fucked up, then i don't know what is.

09:34 pm:

fuck.

not only is the water going down the hole, but so is my goddamned life.

07:44 pm: so flippin' bored.

i've decided that tomorrow is the day. i texted Randy earlier and asked him straight out about prom, and he hasn't replied, so instead of trying to make things easy by texting, he's just going to have to tell me in person tomorrow. the only reason he's not answering me is because he's a punk and he's trying to piss me off. well it worked dammit! i just want an answer now! >:O

also, i'm not sure if any of you ever saw Mr. Romance on the Oxygen Channel, but the final contest they had had like 5 guys, 2 of which were named Randy and Bruce. how freakin' coincidental is that? honeslty, those 2 names aren't all that popular. and guess who won? Randy did. what the fuck?

so i had a whole bunch of quizzes done because i was bored, but the things didn't copy over properly.. oh well!

check ya later.

04:25 pm: what the hell are you waiting for?

Jaclyn talked to Randy on Thursday to find out if he had a date for prom or not. good news for me is that he doesn't AND he isn't dating anyone else; a bit of some bad news is that he completely forgot about prom, so i don't know. and the conversation turned from a girl wanting to know, to me wanting to know. apparently it dawned on him who Jaclyn was asking for. so now he knows. it's kind of bad i guess, but it could be a lot worse if i already didn't believe that he feels the same way. so i'm thinking now, we're going to play a game of who is going to crack first. i texted him last night and told him that the whole situation was getting old and that he knew what he needed to do. i also told him not to take too long doing it. however, if he doesn't ask by the end of the month, i'll be pissed off, and i'll just ask him myself. that punk better not pull that on me, though. BUT at somepoint in their conversation, he said i had a great personality, and that i was really funny. :) he gets some extra cool points there.

my weekend hasn't been all that great so far. one of my cat's is sick and i had to take him to the vet this morning. i hope they can help him.. Corgi's the sweetest cat there ever was.

i need to go finish cleaning my room.

 

07:13 pm: yo ho.

i haven't actually 'updated' in awhile, so i guess i'll go ahead and do that now..

things have been pretty good lately, i guess. Saturday kind of sucked, but i've moved on from that now. the thing that's most occupying my mind is romance ( i guess that's the best way to put it..). Jen was in San Antonio over the weekend with the music department and she's decided that she likes this guy, Will, who's in band. he's a cool kid, and he totally makes Jen's day, so it's all good. especially since it's obvious as hell that he likes her too. there's a good chance that they'll be going to prom together, which is pretty damn cool. the coolest part about all this, though, is that Randy and Will are also good friends.  dude, we could freakin' double date, go to prom together, etc. it's going to be good. i just have to run all this by Randy. =)

i don't have to go to choir practice tonight! i love it when my mom is just as lazy as i am!

so that was a really short update, but i'm not in the mood to write about anything else. another time perhaps.

04:24 pm: +------------ Bizarre Things People Have Said -------------+  
  
"Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all  
over the world, I can’t help but cry. I mean I’d love to be  
skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and  
stuff."  
--Mariah Carey  

"Smoking kills. If you’re killed, you’ve lost a very import-  
ant part of your life."  
--Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson  
for federal anti-smoking campaign.  

"I’ve never had major knee surgery on any other part of my  
body."  
--Winston Bennett, University of Kentucky basketball forward.  

"Outside of the killings, Washington has one of the lowest  
crime rates in the country."  
--Mayor Marion Barry, Washington, DC.  

"The word genius isn’t applicable in football. A genius is a  
guy like Norman Einstein."  
--Joe Theisman, NFL football quarterback & sports analyst.  

"We don’t necessarily discriminate. We simply exclude  
certain types of people."  
--Colonel Gerald Wellman, ROTC Instructor.  

"Traditionally, most of Australia’s imports come from over-  
seas.  
--Keppel Enderbery  

"It isn’t pollution that’s harming the environment. It’s the  
impurities in our air and water that are doing it."  
--Al Gore, Vice President  

"If somebody has a bad heart, they can plug this jack in at  
night as they go to bed and it will monitor their heart  
throughout the night. And the next morning, when they wake  
up dead, there’ll be a record."  
--Mark S. Fowler, FCC Chairman.  


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08:37 pm:

--UNIQUE--
1. Nervous Habits:

      i bite my nails.

2. Are you double jointed:

      yes! in both of my thumbs.. it kind of grosses people out.
3. Can you roll your tongue:

      yessum.

4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time:

      no, but i've been practicing.
5. Can you blow spit bubbles:

     'fraid not.
6. Can you cross your eyes:

     certainly. 
7. Tattoos:

     maybe one day.
8. Piercing:

     one in each ear and then i have an extra one in the middle of my left ear.
9. Do you make your bed daily:

     ha! that's a good one.

-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first:

      the one i happen to find first.
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone:

      most likely.
12. On the average, how much money do you carry:

      around $20 and my credit card.

13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7:

      my hoop earring for my extra piercing and my Mind Matters wristband.

14. Favorite piece of clothing:

      anyone of my sweatshirts or jackets.. mostly my Ireland one.

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it:

      neither. i don't eat spaghetti.. or really any other kind of pasta for that matter.

16. Have you ever eaten Spam:

      never have, never will.
18. How many cereals in your cabinet:

      2. except one's really old, so i'm not sure if it counts.

19. What's your favorite beverage:

      aqua.
20. What's your favorite restaurant:

      i like Carraba's. Chipotle's pretty damn good too.
21. Do you cook:

      absolutely.

 

-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth:

       twice a day, if not more.

23. Hair drying method:

       not that i have it permed, i just let it air dry.

24. Have you ever colored / highlighted your hair:

        yea. last time was a few months shy of a year ago.

-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear:

       i shouldn't, but i do.

26. Do you ever spit:

       i have before, but i don't make a habit out of it.

-- FAVORITE --
27. Animal:

       whales and dolphins.
28. Food: 

        eggplant parm. dinner or sub.
29. Month:

        July because it's summer and MY birthday and March, although i'm not sure why i like it so much.
30. Day:

        Wednesday probably.
31. Cartoon:

        Hey Arnold!

32. Shoe Brand:

        does Payless count?
33. Subject in school:

        anything artsy.

34. Color:

        green!
35. Sport:

        baseball/softball.
36. TV show:

        Smallville. duh.

37. Thing to do in the spring:

        chill?
38. Thing to do in the summer:

       celebrate my biiiiiiiirthday!
39. Thing to do in the fall:

       school supplies shopping.. i may hate school, but i LOVE buying all new supplies. yes, my name is Jessie and i am a dork.
40. Thing to do in the winter:

       be warm and sleep.

-- IN AND AROUND --
41. In the CD player:

        don't use that anymore. i have an iPod.

42. Person you talk most on the phone with:

        Jen and my sister.

43. Do you regularly check yourself in store mirrors:

        i actually do.
44. What color is your bedroom:

        pretty blue.
45. Do you use an alarm clock:

       never leave home without it. 

46. Window seat or aisle:

        window. definitely window.

-- LA LA LAND --
47. What's your sleeping position:

       in my bed, i sleep on one of my sides. in any other bed, i always manage to get on my stomach some

       how.
48. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket:

       yep. it's a necessity.
49. Do you snore:

       not anymore.
50. Do you sleepwalk:

       nope.
51. Do you talk in your sleep:

       nine.
52. Do you sleep with stuffed animals:

       no, but i got a buttload of pillows.
53. How about with the light on:

       nah, but when i was younger i used to have a flashlight on my nightstand.
54. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on:

       tv.
55. Last interesting person you met:

       the only one i can recall is Lauren Hartley. she's a cool kid.

 

*i'm not sure if any of you noticed, but the font changes after number 42. it's bothering me, but i can't figure out how to fix it.*

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i really wish i could just figure some things out automatically. that i knew what people were thinking so i wouldn't have to guess. damn, it sucks that i can't do that.

Current Mood: confused

Current Music: nature.

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09:40 pm:

+------------ Bizarre Letters Sent To Landlords ------------+  
  
The toilet is blocked and we cannot bathe the children until it is clear.  

I want some repairs done to my stove as it has backfired and burnt my knob off.  

This is to let you know that there is a smell coming from the man next door.  

The toilet seat is cracked: where do I stand?  

I am writing on behalf of my sink, which is running away from the wall.  

I request your permission to remove my drawers in the kitchen.  

Our lavatory seat is broken in half and is now in three pieces.  

The person next door has a large erection in his back garden, which is unsightly and dangerous.  

Will you please send someone to mend our cracked sidewalk. Yesterday my wife tripped on it and is now pregnant.  

Our kitchen floor is very damp, we have two children and would like a third, so will you please send someone to do something about it.  

Will you please send a man to look at my water, it is a funny color and not fit to drink.  

Would you please send a man to repair my downspout. I am an old age pensioner and need it straight away.  

Could you please send someone to fix our bath tap. My wife got her toe stuck in it and it is very uncomfortable for us.  

When the workmen were here they put their tools in my wife's new drawers and made a mess. Please send men with clean tools to finish the job and keep my wife happy. 

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so moving on.. i am the most awesome person when it comes to comebacks and here is an example of my genius:

damngora: I wanted to make sure that small brain of yours caught my jist of things
WhatupSketch: small brain?
WhatupSketch: yea, i wish i could say that's the only small thing you have.
damngora: hahahahaha
damngora: I wouldn't want you to choke on it
damngora: lol
damngora: but that is far enough
damngora: already
WhatupSketch: haha.
WhatupSketch: that's right, you are a little young for that kind of stuff.
WhatupSketch: i forgot how old you were.

dude, i freakin' smoked Randy! ah, i'm cool.

alright, i need to get up at 4 in the am to watch the Pope's funeral live, so i'm going to head to bed.

good night.

10:08 pm:

it's official, i'm going to GMU!

it's a good school, but not exactly where i pictured myself going. i mean i know i've been saying recently that i'd be going there, but Tech was always in my head. ah well. i get to live on campus at least, which is pretty kick ass. and hopefully, if all goes according to plan, i'll be rooming with Jen. there's a buttload of people going to Mason: Jen, Lana, the Brasilian, Supriya, Sam, Vanessa, and Nick's going to transfer next spring. Laura's gonna go to NOVA, so she'll be around, and i think Stacey will be too, but i don't know what's going with her these days, so i can't say for certain.

i just got off the phone with my sister. we were talking about PJ's baptism. they've decided that they want to have it the Sunday before my graduation so hopefully all the family that's already coming down, will be willing to come a couple of days earlier and travel a few hours. the coolest part about it all, though, is that i'm going to be PJ's Godmother! i'm very excited. i was a bit worried that she was going to ask someone else, but she didn't, obviously, so it's all good!

that's all for now. tomorrow i start the job hunt with some aid from Laura.

good night.

11:36 pm:

 Backstreet Boys co-manager Johnny Wright: “If younger fans want to jump on, that’s great, but we’re making a record for the fans who were always there.”

fans who were always there? that'd be me. =)

 

10:54 pm: Freaky Friday

so to say the least, my Friday night started off shitty as hell. why? you ask. because i got fired. i can't say that i'm heartbroken, even though i was upset before, because i did want to quit.. i just wanted to leave on good terms. oh well. their loss. they've seriously screwed themselves over. and i feel bad for Jen, Michelle and Casey cause he fired Kelly too. fucking moron.
on a better and lighter note:

Dear Jessica,
Congratulations on your acceptance into Mason!

that about makes my day. =)

ciao!

04:23 pm: Backstreet's back, alright!!!

i went to the Backstreet Boy's concert last night!! it was the most amazing night of my life! the Boys rocked like none other and man i love them so very very much!

they've got a CD coming out in June, and then in the summer they'll be doing a bigger and more official tour which i am absolutely going to!

Backstreet's back, baby!!

03:10 pm: damn.

10:48 pm: i want it back.

[x] The things you did as a child:

[x]1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE!"
[x]2. You watched the Pound Puppies. that was a Saturday morning cartoon!
[x]3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air." (In west Philadelphia born and raised..) dude, i'm watching the show now.
[]4. You wore biker shorts under your clothes and felt stylish.
[x]5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own. yep, i remember that show.
[x]6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. i believe my sister did.
[x]7. You know that "WHOA" comes from Joey on Blossom. Joey was adorable.
[x]8. Two words: M.C. Hammer ...
[x]9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock." dude, i have the theme song as one of my ring tones.
[x]10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars. hells yeah
[x]11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales" YES!! freakin' awesome!!
[x]12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. every Saturday morning, it was me and my sister, watchin' the toons.
[x]13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. to copy my sister, yeah.                                       [x]14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
[x]15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. i never got to play it myself, but all my friends at St. Tim's loved it.
[x]16. You played the game "MASH" (Mansion, Apartment, Shelter Shack, House).
[]17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
[]18. L.A. Gear
[]19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten...
[]20. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books.
[x]21. you know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF"
[x]22. You wanted to be a Goonie! =)
[x]23. You ever wore flourescent clothing. and tie dye too!
[x]24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off. faintly.
[x]25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.... every episode.
[x]26. You took lunch pails to school.
[x]27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets. oh man, i loved those things.. i still have one somewhere.
[x]28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence.
[]29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
[x]30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
[]31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
[x]32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
[]33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals
[x]34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
[x]35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
[x]36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
[x]37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide. haha, yes.
[x]38. You have ever played with a Skip-It. oh i didn't just play with a Skip-It, i OWNED a Skip-It.
[x]39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's. don't remember who's party it was, but i remember sitting next a statue thing of the purple dude.
[x]40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "totally awesome." ABSOLUTELY!!
[x]41. You remember Popples.
[x]42. "Don't worry, be happy."
[]43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.
[x]44. You wore socks scrunched down..
[x]45. "Miss MARY MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK"
[x]46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
[x]47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies. dude, my sister was obsessed with those little guys.
[x]48. you know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!"  =)
[x]49. You remember watching Rainbow Brite and My Little Ponies
[]50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
[x]51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac. YES!! I LOVE ALF!!
[x]52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
[x]53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell," the ORIGINAL class. duh, who wouldn't know?
[]54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME

 

God, being a kid rocked. why can't we go back to that?????

10:36 pm: what a fucked up day.
i'm in too much of a shitty mood to actually update..

BLUE You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

so there.

06:14 pm: why the hell not..

If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want,
it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

 

Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you...